Dealing with some questions

Ok, well first off, I have found my self for several years now attracted to older gay men. I am 30 dating a 52, and I am wondering is wrong of me to want call him daddy in bed but also have the desires to have him treat me like his little boy when are in bed together??? Mind you I had a distant and violent relationship with my own father growing up, but I personally find no emotional association between this man and my father. Is wrong for me to feel like I not only want to be this man little boy but all the while being completely sexual with him??? Help me if you can, and thanx for you time.

What you do in bed with your lover is private and nobody else's business. The only thing that matters is that you two are satisfied.