I'm 33 years old and I have retinis pigmentosa (an eye disorder) since childhood and it's not getting any better.Because of that I can't perform my job anymore, I can't have a relationship with a guy because they are scared of my situation.
After more than two years, I finally met someone with whom I had so much in common and he seemed to accept my disability or maybe he didn't understand the implications. After he found out that I can't have children because of my problem, he left me, motivating that I'm a little too tall for him (believe me it's only 1-2 cm), but he told me that after we made love. I can't forget what he did, I feel worse than ever, it's like I can't take it anymore, this was too much for me.
I can't see a bright future for me. How can i accept my situation, my future, my life? I'm very depressed, I have panick attacks, I can't sleep well and my parents are my only reason for living. What should I do or is it possible to accept a situation like this and how?
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