Monica was 16 years old, her height was 170 cm and she weighed 66 kilo.
She was dissatisfied with her body, especially when she looked at the
fashion magazines. She wanted to look like the models in order to be
appreciated, so she decided not to eat anything containing fat and began,
a strict diet. In the beginning she received much admiration, but when she
had gone down to 42 kilo her friends and parents began to react and wanted
her to eat normally again. However, Monica refused and said she didn't
feel well when she ate. There was a big quarrel between Monica and her
mother when she discovered that her mother had put oil in the salad
dressing and Monica started lying about her eating by saying that she had
already eaten. In this way she hoped that she would be able to starve in
peace.
A research-worker connected an electrode to the reward center in the brain
of a mouse. Every time the mouse pressed a small level the reward center
was stimulated, with the result that the mouse no longer wanted to eat or
play with the others, but was content with continual stimulation until it
died.
The reward center in the brain has evolved through natural selection and
aids behaviour which may be of value for survival and reproduction.
However, drugs stimulate the reward center without aiding survival.
Compulsive eating and overweight aid survival because natural selection
has helped these people to store nourishment which can be used if times
get hard. Gambling addicts make use of the reward center without eating
food or taking drugs.
The reward center can also be stimulated by injury. This is a protection
against being made completely inactive by pain. This has led to a type of
abuse where people have deliberately cut themselves in order to get a kick
or as help against unpleasant feelings.
The same also applies to starvation. The initial feeling of hunger goes
over after a few days if the calorie intake is less than 400 a day. The
unpleasantness is followed by serene calm. Starvation reduces psychic
discomfort.
Natural selection has aided those who can function despite starvation.
Both overeating and starvation stimulate the reward system and increase
the ability to survive during times when we involuntarily change from good
to poor access to food.
Anorectics choose starvation because the alternative is binge eating or
psychic uneasiness and anxiety. The feeling of self-control is used to
suppress awareness of unpleasant feelings in the same way as drug addicts
use drugs to suppress feelings.
Before anorectics become extremely emaciated they may be admired for their
appearance. Our unnatural ideals of beauty are responsible for this, and
the risk of starvation abuse is increased.
Those who work with the clinical treatment of eating disorders know that
at different periods of life the same person may shift between anorexia,
bulimia and binge eating. My research and those of others, shows that
there are similarities of personality in this area: anxiety, depression,
stress sensitiveness, poor contact with feelings and physical perceptions.
The probability that the illness will reveal itself as anorexia is greater
in those who also have strong self-control and poor self-esteem.